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Even though I've escaped the wilderness of oblivion I still can't remember Every time I trace my memory I lose sight of it in the same place I fall into repetitions of the same thing Over and over again Now that I've been reborn, I wander even more let us end this By our own action
"Raz, promise me....
That you will live on...
Live...
and smile...
don't give up...
Raz, love you."
He opened his eyes. Warmth that no longer exist was felt in his arms- in his palms that make his fingers curled to hope he could hold it just a little longer. It was gone, being replaced by warmth that was incomparable to the warmth he felt when Yulia was resting her head on his lap. She fought death, or begged death to wait few seconds to let her said goodbye to him.
"Raz, love you."
The words echoed in his mind like the sound of a faraway wind chime when wind blew. His eyes were half-lid opened a his smile was, throbbing to stay intact. "Yulia, that's mean of you," he mumbled. How could she tie him to this lonely life with a promise he could not fulfill? She left him after saying she loved him. It was cruel. He dared himself to clear his throat and breathed air in. It was hard to feel alive these days. He seek joy he has never seek before in his life. He tried to make as many sweet memories as he could, knowing Yulia would be angry at him if he break his promise.
He tilted and turned his head around, trying to loosen up the heavy feelings that were building up inside and slowly making him felt stiff all over body. He rubbed the back of his neck, remained to smile over whatever was left of the memoir in his mind.
He stretched his arms aside and hummed in delight. Good old day like this does not come so often. Even though the shadows can be quite scary, with lurkers and wild animals hoarded every corner of this woods, nothing could scare him from following the man he adored so much. His eyes reminded him of Yulia- he was Yulia's reincarnation of sort. The very moment Raziel saw the eyes and took a short sniff of the air around him, he knew right at that moment...
He found life that Yulia wanted him to find.
Raziel barely knew him, to be honest. Few times Raziel show up in front of him but that cutie blonde treated him like a lifeless statue! All he did is stare at him and then walked away. Normal people would think the blue-eyed man was too cold, but to Raziel- that stare was like a holy arror shot by a winged-cupid from heaven! It was magical, truly desirable!
He vowed to know more about him, thus it led him to where he was now. He wiggled in excitement and has an ear to ear grin on his face, which scared the hell out of anyone who sees it, even the animals. He hopped few steps and hid behind a tree. He took a peek with a smile on his face. There, among the tall trees and bushes, stood a man he was following (or stalking). He tried not to giggle, oh that would blow up his 'mission'! He held one hand to his chest and felt his heart beat fact (in his mind, he will die if his heart beats abnormally).
That you will live on...
Live...
and smile...
don't give up...
Raz, love you."
He opened his eyes. Warmth that no longer exist was felt in his arms- in his palms that make his fingers curled to hope he could hold it just a little longer. It was gone, being replaced by warmth that was incomparable to the warmth he felt when Yulia was resting her head on his lap. She fought death, or begged death to wait few seconds to let her said goodbye to him.
"Raz, love you."
The words echoed in his mind like the sound of a faraway wind chime when wind blew. His eyes were half-lid opened a his smile was, throbbing to stay intact. "Yulia, that's mean of you," he mumbled. How could she tie him to this lonely life with a promise he could not fulfill? She left him after saying she loved him. It was cruel. He dared himself to clear his throat and breathed air in. It was hard to feel alive these days. He seek joy he has never seek before in his life. He tried to make as many sweet memories as he could, knowing Yulia would be angry at him if he break his promise.
He tilted and turned his head around, trying to loosen up the heavy feelings that were building up inside and slowly making him felt stiff all over body. He rubbed the back of his neck, remained to smile over whatever was left of the memoir in his mind.
He stretched his arms aside and hummed in delight. Good old day like this does not come so often. Even though the shadows can be quite scary, with lurkers and wild animals hoarded every corner of this woods, nothing could scare him from following the man he adored so much. His eyes reminded him of Yulia- he was Yulia's reincarnation of sort. The very moment Raziel saw the eyes and took a short sniff of the air around him, he knew right at that moment...
He found life that Yulia wanted him to find.
Raziel barely knew him, to be honest. Few times Raziel show up in front of him but that cutie blonde treated him like a lifeless statue! All he did is stare at him and then walked away. Normal people would think the blue-eyed man was too cold, but to Raziel- that stare was like a holy arror shot by a winged-cupid from heaven! It was magical, truly desirable!
He vowed to know more about him, thus it led him to where he was now. He wiggled in excitement and has an ear to ear grin on his face, which scared the hell out of anyone who sees it, even the animals. He hopped few steps and hid behind a tree. He took a peek with a smile on his face. There, among the tall trees and bushes, stood a man he was following (or stalking). He tried not to giggle, oh that would blow up his 'mission'! He held one hand to his chest and felt his heart beat fact (in his mind, he will die if his heart beats abnormally).
VALÈRE D'ARRAS, you got a stalker